Struggle

Im sick of every day becoming a constant struggle to make myself seem better than what i actually am.

I wish i could get over this, but I can't.

i can't explain how i feel inside.

i can't explain how shit it feels to never feel good enough. Even for myself.

it makes me feel so sick i cant eat and i just want to change everything. I could sit and cry about shit I feel right now but it wouldn't do any of us any good.

i don't want to be here.